Last note for today: What a sense of relief yesterday, to think: God can carry Holly all the way through this surgery. I trust Him that much. I can be free to pray for someone else. Thinking about trying to pray hard enough to "heal" Holly is wearing me down. Trying to just "think about that tomorrow" is almost as hard. Nothing takes your mind off your own problems like praying for someone else.
Jesus, I Trust Holly to You.